Question regarding attachment

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I have been experiencing a spiritual awakening/Kundalini rising for months now, possibly as part of a shamanic initiation.  But my question is not about that, but rather about attachment.

I feel a deep connection with my guru.    I don't feel like she belongs to me, but I do long to be with her and find myself thinking about her very frequently. There has been no romantic involvement, but I want there to be.  Is this normal?  Is this attachment?

If this is attachment, can you advise me on how to let go?