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[Elisabeth]

Hi,

and I think I will have to work harder on grounding
myself...but my hands are very cold, and people
often say they feel cold just looking at me, or
complain with anger that I not keeping warm.
but I also wonder if there is a spiritual problem
behind the coldness and feelings of hating the human mind.

I was told I have a past life in  the holocaust
and indeed, as a child, I had 3 dreams, one
was basically, watching my family being
paralysed into unconsciousness by a team of
"doctors", and the bodies being piled up, and
at the beginning of that dream, I think we are in
a "Holiday Camp, but they lied to us, cos this
is no fun". I had to try and save them, by solving
a very long maths formula, I knew that it was impossible,
anyway. But, I felt gifted in a way, because, i planned
in the dream, that as an adult, i would be clever
enough to do this formula and know the meaning
of it.

The other dreams were:
being forced to exercise by a witch type character, very scary/real.
a recuring dream of being trapped just below the surface of a swimming pool. I normally have sinister dreams which feels like my life is a dark night
of the soul.
I just want to know if there is anything I can do
to heal previous wounds to the family, and
my self, and society.....if that isn't too much of a tall order...
it just seems to be the need I have in my heart- knot?

Tashi Delek
Liz

[Mystress]

Too many people who give a lot of energy to a belief in past lives, end up stuck in them emotionally. Giving so much attention to another life which may not be real instead of this life, this here and now is not having a good effect on you, so let go of the belief in it and focus on living! 

  You had a few childhood dreams that could have come from anywhere, and likely were a symbolic response to what was happening in your life then. You created a mythology for yourself of being a holocaust victim and a dead person and attached to it, now you are getting other death and underworld stuff... and its because of your focus!

   People sometimes get fixated on stuff like this in order to avoid thier here and now. It doesnt help. Let go of beliefs that do not serve you having a happy and fulfilling life here and now as a warm, breathing living human being.