Training in Progress.

[Da Zues Mon]

Well, after all that's happened(not to mention what could happen), I suprisingly don't have much to say. Seems all the "symptoms" became normal for me. I feel like I've always had them since childhood. I can see just how transient existence is, and though that once made me quiver, it now makes my inner child smile and laugh being granted such freedom and wonder. I can move around the astral very naturally now. so much that i shouldn't even think about how I exactly do it cause it just wouldn't make sense, and it probably isn't supposed to. Could be just my own method of travel.

One thing I do know is that I'm always being guided. Despite what horror I see, I still feel ok. In sleep, I met with beings who take me to many realms and landscapes. Some I've visited before, but now there exist some right of passage. Sometimes they teach me how to fly, extract serums from certain objects, shapeshift. And sometimes, they throw me right in the middle of fighting energies and obstacles and I'm expected to come out alive. Some sort of tough-love behind it similar to a coach-athlete relationship.
On certain times, they take me to the place below. There, I am ripped apart by beaked demons and snarling monsters. I have to let it happen, cause its only worse if I resist. If you fight it, you die. If you don't fight it, you still die. It's confusing sometimes. It's like an endurance test of pain and terror that you HAVE to watch...or else you will die.
Yet I find it quite funny how I always seem to come out of it stronger, assured, and yet also humble and tender-hearted.

I don't even care what name to give this process anymore, It'll just be another distraction I'm not interested in.

If anyone has had anything similar at some point please feel free to share.
thank you, Blessings

[DerrickLaH]

Elusive shipwreck found in Lake Michigan over 100 years after sinking
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A "ghost ship" that sank in Lake Michigan nearly 140 years ago and eluded several search efforts over the past five decades has been found, according to researchers with the Wisconsin Underwater Archeology Association.
 
The wooden schooner got caught in a storm in the dead of night and went down in September 1886. In the weeks after, a lighthouse keeper reported the ship's masts breaking the lake surface, and fishermen caught pieces of the vessel in their nets. Still, wreck hunters were unable to track down the ship's location — until now.
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Earlier this year, a team of researchers with the Wisconsin Underwater Archeology Association and Wisconsin Historical Society located the shipwreck off the coastal town of Baileys Harbor, Wisconsin, the association announced on Sunday.
 
Named the F.J. King, the ship had become a legend within the Wisconsin wreck hunter community for its elusive nature, said maritime historian Brendon Baillod, principal investigator and project lead of the discovery.
 
"We really wanted to solve this mystery, and we didn't expect to," Baillod told CNN. "(The ship) seemed to have just vanished into thin air. ... I actually couldn't believe we found it."
 
The wreck is just one of many that have been found in the Great Lakes in recent years, and there are still hundreds left to be recovered in Lake Michigan alone, according to Baillod.
 
The 'ghost ship'
Built in 1867, the F.J. King plied the waters of the Great Lakes for the purpose of trans-lake commerce. The ship transported grains during a time when Wisconsin served as the breadbasket of the United States. The 144-foot-long (44-meter) vessel also carried cargo including iron ore, lumber and more.
 
The ship had a lucrative 19-year career until that September night when a gale-force wind caused its seams to break apart, according to the announcement. The captain, William Griffin, ordered the crew to evacuate on the ship's yawl boat, from where they watched the F.J. King sink, bow first.