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[angelprayer]

I just wanted to say thankyou to Mystress for a whip lashing. It's hard to know what drew me to this place to start off with, although the metaphysical advise seems pretty sound. If I asked anything more of you, I'd be called a vampire. Thanks for highlighting to me that I needn't be a pathetic hound of ego satisfaction my whole life through. I know it's okay to have cracks, in fact that's how I experience myself, and if I don't find peace with the Holy Spirit, I'll never find it in another person anyway. You have done me a service by showing me to be a hollow narcissist.

If the world isnt constructed of those in need and those who give, I'm not sure how to relate to it. But by saying there is a way of integrity, I'm encouraged to give it a chance.

ATB

[Mystress]

I just wanted to say thankyou to Mystress for a whip lashing. It's hard to know what drew me to this place to start off with, although the metaphysical advise seems pretty sound. If I asked anything more of you, I'd be called a vampire.

 A thankyou, a compliment, and a claw... same strategy to get folks to open the door.

You have done me a service by showing me to be a hollow narcissist.

  Yeah. Some shadow stuff is like alcoholism, you cannot start to get better until you admit to yourself that you have a problem... deny it and it rules you.

[angelprayer]

I never thought I'd say this but I am grateful for what has happened on here. I don't know if I'll come on here that much if I feel vulnerable to further comments, but it has to be said that things have changed a lot since last June and it is tough but the narcissism thing has provided a big challenge to overcome. Possibly a bit too big...but I try.

In another thread you suggested that I would be a narcissist forever....I hope that is not the case. I found some good sites on Essence and do work on soul-consciousness in a Hindu group, recently I've had some self-realisation experiences that were quite profound and have helped to cure the sense of lack...but behavior is ongoing work.

I'm still aggrieved, obviously, for the fact that, no matter what I did in the past or how I thought I could help, my intentions were subtly understood by others as lacking integrity or worth. It still hurts in a way to know that if I don't go deep into this human life I will have to "do without".

The criticism of me penetrated deep because of the rejection I have suffered all my life, starting with my mum. With you being female, and mirroring the omnipotence of my mother (who was selfish in raising me)...it struck deep and did in a sense re-break my heart.

I still feel somewhat like I'm treading on egg-shells because I know the power you have to hurt me. It is only because you are a) intelligent b) subtly aware that you could be make yourself heard to me. My therapist tried but got no where because of her own insecurity about her intellect.

I'll say thanks again, but don't think I like you or anything.... that would be licking up!

[Emulated_Puppeteer]

I like sincere women... I like the Mistress    

[For_the_love_of_Go]

I Like the mistress as well

She sounds fascinating

[Emulated_Puppeteer]

Yeah.... inside and out....  

[For_the_love_of_Go]

What's with that emoticon LOL  

[Emulated_Puppeteer]

   

Love me long time!  

[For_the_love_of_Go]

  I think I have something stuck in my eye.  

Sorry mystress, I don't mean to make fun of your site, I just find your emoticons funny LOL

Forgive me for being so pedantic mystress, but shouldn't you spell your name like this "Mistress" I only say that because every time I see your name I see My-stress.
Maybe its just me.

[Emulated_Puppeteer]

SPANK HIM GOOD MISTRESS!  

[For_the_love_of_Go]

Sincere apologies for questioning the spelling of your name Mystress.