Hey everyone.
I think I messed up.
I am basically lost right now and I really don't know what to say but I will do my best to describe whats going on
I just got exhausted of being on that higher level and I tried everything I could to get back to normal now I regret it more than anything. My mind feels dead and I feel miserable all the time.
I eventually started looking in to psychology and I was sure there was something wrong with me. I was obsessing about what was going on from a different perspective. What finally got me though was I saw a book about a guy who thought he found the meaning of life and eventually went insane and got put in an institution. I was so worried that would happen to me.
Now I am certain that I want to have higher consciousness but I feel like I have lost it. like I have failed or something but I am hoping that this experience is to make me appreciate what I have instead of not wanting it.
If I am not on my higher self I feel retarded. Like I don't know how to use my mind anymore so what should I do. Should I just wait this out and try to relax?
Yes! Relax.
You are not going to get back to a higher vibration by worrying! Stop even thinking that you messed up. You had an experience. All experience has value. Grass is greener, la la... You disempower yourself with regrets of the past and worries for the future. There is only now. Stay grounded and enjoy the now and the energy will lift you of itself.
Blessings...
Thank you. I'm already starting to feel better. I just think to much.