I've been on this underworld journey... For what seems like forever.
I'm rather resilient, and brave, and terribly self-sufficient. Nevertheless, lately there have been moments, when I fall into this deep, deep hole of despair, I feel I cannot take it anymore, not one single second of it. Just the effort of keeping things together, holding on, it's taking so long, and I'm so very, very tired.
I've stopped praying to God. I've stopped calling on my guides. It's of no use. But the other night, when this wave of desperation engulfed me again, I sent a mental plea for help to this odd crowd of people frequenting the Guestbook, for support. And amazingly enough, it came, I could sense it. And I made it through the night.
Thank you, everyone.
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Thats really beautiful Wanda, thank you.