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Thanks for your words. now I have the clearest picture. I made the payment (5th september-17) of the initiation in Serpent Tummo. Do you think I should take it?

Hello Mystress,

Thank you for answering my question.

Sorry for the confusion due to different email addresses for Paypal payment and forum registration. I've updated my forum profile to match the payment email address.

Enrolled in your Fire Serpent Tantra course today (9/29). Per your suggestion, I will work through the first 20 lessons before requesting an initiation to SFT. Please proceed with the refund for the tummo.

I am really not seeing anything needs fixing, in you. You seem to be experiencing a smooth reawakening and it will progress at its own pace. The mudras help your body to clear karma stuff.

Many people assume when a psychic says they "see" something, that they are seeing with their physical eyes like a hallucination. They are actually talking about the pictures they see in their mind, which is a lot more useful and easier to deal with, plus intuition provides additional non visual impressions. You are already getting those, its only your expectations are misguided. Your third eye is wide open, start paying more attention to the mental images your imagination provides, especially the ones that pop into your head more quickly than it would take to think of it yourself.

  I feel reiki and kundalini do not go together. The symbols control the flow of your energy for a chi based way and the activation becomes a blockage to how Kundalini flows, after awakening. Ask Goddess to take the Reiki, in top-down fashion from point of origin. At this point you are better off with out it. Its like training wheels on a bike, you have outgrown them and now they just get in the way.

    Hello Vala:

   I guess my website is not clear: I gave up granting shaktipat to awaken kundalini, more than a decade ago because I realized it represents a lack of faith that Goddess will awaken you when the time is right: it is an effort by ego to take control, and so of course the karma of that idea gets messy. Taking responsibility to be Goddess for other people like that, would cause some of your karma to flow to me for up to a decade after, and that is not in alignment with my methods. Guru gig is an unhealthy co-dependence.

  I see kids on youtube offering to awaken anyone, they have no idea what they are getting themselves into or how badly that will mess up their lives and their health. A Kundalini teacher I knew in the 90s died recently at 61... I did warn her that granting shaktipat to anyone on the planet remotely could lead to an early grave but narcissists want the fame and glory so they don't listen. A friend reported that she was an angry ghost... I do not think she intended to die of other folks karma, she wasn't the self sacrificing kind.

  Its better for people to resolve their own karma and gain the wisdom of it. Instead, the grounding page. It is self shaktipat and spiritual cleansing, to prepare and then awaken.

  If you can feel the energy of the website then you are already awakened. Only awakened people can feel Kundalini shakti.

Consider a session to identify the blockages that are giving you a hard time. If those blockages are hindering your k then it will rise naturally when they are resolved.  Ask your heart if that feels right for you.

  It is a little bit confusing if you use a different address for this account as for paypal. I saw a payment from a similar address on the 17th... time zones probably.
  I have no idea why tummo donation would lead to the FST login, that is odd. Will investigate.
  If you are going to do both, the best value is for you to get activated after you have completed the first 20 FST lessons, then you are more familiar with how my stuff works and more receptive. That is my preference, if it is yours too then let me know and I will refund the tummo. 

  Will contact you via email. Thanks for choosing to be activated.

Hi -
I made a payment for Serpent Fire Tummo initiation this morning (Sep 18). After payment I was shown a login screen to Fire Serpent Tantra course which I did not use since that was not what I intended when I made the payment.

My plan is to complete the SFT initiation and then register for the Fire Serpent Tantra course at a later date. Can this be done? 

Kindly contact me regarding the SFT initiation.

Hello, Vala.  Try this - http://kundalini-teacher.com/guidance/db.php?searchresult=1&sstring=divine+beloved

   Jai.

Hello Mystress Angelique, my name is Vala, and I'm . a 30 year old male who has been meditating often for a few years and long for union with the divine. If you could assist with distance shaktipat and message me at vmohsenzadeh@gmail.com id really appreciate it. Thank you, Vala M.

Dear Angelique,

You're so rich in your responses. I really appreciate how you answered the question I wanted to ask, rather than the clumsy one that I posted.

The difficulty I was having before was about distinguishing between the mythological associations of the Sun and its true spiritual nature. I don't feel that any of the names or representations given to the Sun actually belong to it. You made this clear with your description of the angel who resides in the Sun, and the patriarchal preoccupations with its power.

I've made contact with the Sun, (not the first time, but with a deeper awareness). And apart from all the teary catharsis, the message was brief, and about Sacred Marriage. I'm sure I'll post more as I process and continue the conversation.

I don't find how edit the post..

I wanna add something that i forget...i was working in many sacred places of south america. I was working with my job travel for many place...and in the night...in my "meditations" i work with my spontaneous movements and writing.. some of this place are..many places of my country Argentina (Usuahia, Bariloche, Salta, Cordoba -Capilla del Monte- Erks, Misiones...) Many times in Peru (22 times) in Sacred Valley, Ollantaytambo, Machu Pichu, Paracas, Lima), Bolivia (Santa Cruz, Titikaka Lake ), Ecuador, Brasil, Colombia (Bogota & Cartagenas), Paraguay, Uruguay and...i don't remember...
In each place i write and write and write.. Now i don't write anymore (If i want,,,yes).

Something,,really...mmm..coincidence:

One month ago i was thinking...why i move my hands,,,and why i make many mudras..

So i was thinking that my escence was ..tied...with hindu / tibetan force...

So i remember that in Usui Takata Lineage, in occident there symbol of Reiki Tibetan..

So reading about Reiki Tibetan y saw Tummo symbol...and searching about Tummo i discovery what is this..
And later saw Reiki Tummo....and i take level 1 & 2 of Reiki Tummo at distance..
After initiation i really don't see a notorius change (Because i was working 13 years ago with Kriyas)...but something was really important to me....
I discover what is Kriya (by coincidence) I Think that Reiki Tummo give me opportunities to learn what i do. (I dont have idea before Reiki Tummo Attunements)
Later,, searching in internet, i learn about Kundalini, Kriya and i reach to Mystress site...
And today i saw: http://kundalini-teacher.com/initiations/tummo.php

So... was Irmansyah Effendi energy that bring me to the source (Mystress)....

Was same energy? I believe that Yes.. Wow...