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[Da Zues Mon]

I have been a habitual cannabis smoker for quite some time now but with my recent and current experiences with Kundalini, i just can't handle it anymore. Every time I smoked, the pains in the lower back and pelvis would increase and lately it seems the energy is being pushed upward and i'm getting pains in my chest and ribcage especially when i get high which would usually turn into anxiety and fear of that im having a heart attack or something . I still found myself doing it more or less because i'm pretty much surrounding by it and over time i feel like it has took residence in my ego. I'm soon to leave it behind, it just seems like it throws my root chakra into hyper drive hence the pains. It also induces over-eating(munchies) but with how my chakras are the craving have been intensified and i throw myself into sweets particularly ice cream and cookies. I've eaten so much I think it's been affecting my sex drive and performance along  with adding stress and anxiety to my life and experience. I feel intensely blocked and perhaps thats why i dont feel like im responding to pheramones being sent to me by women that are attracted to me. And i also feel like it's effecting my prostate and erections.

Of course the first thing i realize is that i have to stop smoking herb. though it is part of my ego so it's a part of my surrendering process. Jeet Kune Do has been doing wonders for me, not just physically, but psychologically and spiritually in many ways, teaching that simplicity and balance/harmony is they key. What a thing to do in the excessive society i'm surrounded by:D.

Does anyone know of any activities/meditations that could help me regain my vitality and restore the flow of energy and clean my system?Any things(including grass of course) that I should take a break from? Vigorous exercise, particularly jogging and sparring, do wonders for me. I had a steady healthy schedule going on until that new video game came out hence the smoking and overeating Fell of the horse pretty bad.

I have thought of doing a day or two water/tea fast but with the way my body is working if i dont get my animal protein i can go quite primal:o

[Mystress]

  I dont have a lot of judgments about the weed, its an ancient medicine that should not be illegal, but it is and I wont encourage people to do illegal stuff.

  Whether something is sacred has a lot to do with how it is used!

  I do know a few longtime very chronic smokers though, and what I notice is what they dont see... and thats what is let go.  Weedy lawn never mowed, smoke yellowed walls never washed, carpet maybe vaccuumed but not cleaned... when I say they let things go, I mean not in a good way. Smokers apathy to stop caring about that stuff. 

  Best way to quit smoking pot is to not have any around for a while. This may require a change of friends!

  Pot growers, especially in places where it isnt legal, are usually a pretty paranoid bunch, and the fear goes into the product. The people smoking it get paranoid too. Bless your weed.
 

[Da Zues Mon]

Thank you Mystress. I have noticed that the moon cycles and other cycles affect my high and whether the herb is of the indica or sativa strain.

[Da Zues Mon]

And in what ways, physiologically speaking, can the weed be used for healing purposes?

[Mystress]

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