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[homestar27]

Hey guys! I'm actually wondering what's happening with me because all of the phenomena I'm experiencing doesn't line up to be a typical kundalini awakening.

I come from a very traumatic childhood, and so my emotions shut down at age 4 up until a year and a half ago. Soon after, my throat chakra constricted (aka globus hystericus), and I began experiencing extreme fear, anger, and anxiety.

This continued until last winter, when my throat opened up for a brief moment, and the pressure in my throat rose to my forehead (third eye), and then to my scalp (crown).

My throat is still constricted (like that lump in your throat), but now the muscles on the top of my head twitch back and forth periodically, and I feel energy in my third eye/crown area. I also feel pressure in my sinuses most likely due to the pressure in my throat chakra.

What puzzles me the most is that I am currently experiencing extreme fatigue/lethargy, there is an absence of emotional content, AND my crown is opening despite the fact that I have not had any lower chakra activations.

What gives?

[Mystress]

  Usual way children escape emotions is by detachment, parking the soul self outside of the body. Entirely possible your body had some lower chakra activations in your absence lol... but more likely a top-down awakening is busy clearing old trauma from you so it becomes a good place for your soul to live again, and preparing you for deeper awakening.

   

[lasagna]

Everything will be alright in the end, if its not alright then its not the end.

You'll be okay, get out and live life when you can your path will find you, your life will come back to you.

Your throat chakra may be blocked, agrimony and mullein (herbs) may help, also green tea or ginseng could help you with energy,

try just writing freely, whatever you want, not necessarilly to show anyone, but if you want to at the end maybe, just write from your heart don't think about it, or maybe even sing...

these are kind of just guesses and intuition but its the kind of stuff that has worked for InI (me)