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[sundreamer]

Hi,

I am interested in the techniques of Mystress. I would also like some help in my current situation please.

Regarding the techniques I have been working with reiki for a while only self healing and at the start it help me for problems with addiction ie cannabis, tobacco,over drinking however I noticed my sexual drive is up and down a lot since. Reiki seems to have setup an almost dual nature in me. This is where I am now because it seems to me the truth is there is oneness ie even events that seem to be bad have an important message if you know what i mean. Mystress talks about reiki as if it can act like this.

There are a few things that keep happening to me that are totally unexplained:-

I am feeling so sleeply suddenly its like a heavy weight or drained feeling im eating well and get enough sleep.
When I am scared i get an electric shock up my back that is painful I dont like it.
Since reiki (and maybe before in my childhood) I get a buzzing sound in my ear that does not relate to what is happening outside my ear.
I am noticing that sometimes i play a victim and also resently reflect back my wifes emotions uncontrollably.
I am noticing when I am being controlled by my emotions and even asking myself sometimes why did i do that. In particular i am driven to think about sexual activity all the time at the moment and get distracted by seaching the web its annoying.
My fears seem to be arriving infront of me at a faster rate, time is moving faster.

Reflecting back my wifes emotions - This is causing me no end of problems because my wife is very sensative and also gets angry very easy so when i go from being a very relaxed person to someone who is sensative and angry she turns into the victim and she hates that. But it is normally me who is the victim or even playing the victim what I mean by that is there seems to be apart of me that wants to be a victim and in some strange way enjoy it.

I guess my question is will Mystresses techniques bring balance to my life. Also I have a relationship problem with my wife , she gets very stressed out and everything seems to go wrong around her when i try to fix things i get blamed and called names thats what really hurts. Its like going to help someone you love and finding you get hurt in the process, it gets too much for me sometimes but then im back to forgiving and forgetting. I do seem to be rushing around doing things for my wife cooking,cleaning, work i don`t seem to get appreciation.

I don`t seem to know what im ment to do in my life as i seem to be living someone elses dream at the moment as im self employed working for my wife it seems to be all about money for her.

This is my first post in the forum so im not even sure i have put it in the right place lol.

Love Love Love
Sundreamer

[A Person]

It has brought balance to my life. It's about standing still and letting the universe wash over you and through you. Questions long forgotten.

[Mystress]

I am feeling so sleeply suddenly its like a heavy weight or drained feeling im eating well and get enough sleep.
When I am scared i get an electric shock up my back that is painful I dont like it.
Since reiki (and maybe before in my childhood) I get a buzzing sound in my ear that does not relate to what is happening outside my ear.
I am noticing that sometimes i play a victim and also resently reflect back my wifes emotions uncontrollably.
I am noticing when I am being controlled by my emotions and even asking myself sometimes why did i do that. In particular i am driven to think about sexual activity all the time at the moment and get distracted by seaching the web its annoying.
My fears seem to be arriving infront of me at a faster rate, time is moving faster.

Reflecting back my wifes emotions


These  are all pretty standard Kundalini symptoms. The emotions rising and sleepiness are karma processing. Taking on your wife's emotions, empathy pages will advise. You are doing great!  Get grounded.












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