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[TheFifthDimension]

Need expert opinion of my experiences as I've dealt with this all my life, and the intensity lasted 7 years, 1 month and 10 days.  I'm 40yrs old so I'll try to make it as short as possible?

1.  Childhood:  spent living with various family members to include a children's home.  Always have had vivid dreams.  My very first dream when I was five, it was reoccurring.  There was an hour glass in a hell like dungeon and it was tipped over and as the sand was running down, I had to do something before the last grain of sand fell, the world depended on it.  Witnessed paranormal encounters to include being pushed from an unseen force twice while awake.

2.  Teenage years:  my dreams were still profound, but I was young and always brushed them off as coincidence.

3.  20's:  married and divorced twice.  Each time before I got married I would dream of it going really bad, brushed it off for cold feet.

4.  I was 32 yrs old when I went to Iraq.  There were various traumatic occurrences that happened in my personal life, when I got home, my world took a major shift.

I've dealt with what psychologists say sleep paralysis, however if they experience it, I don't think they would believe the human definition of it anymore.    My first episode was when I was 19 and it took going to a church to get it to stop, ive been beaten by an unseen force many times during my sleep.  havent had one in many years though.  I've had warfare and dreams that the light and dark were fighting who was going to win my soul.  I've had obe and near death experiences without being ill or injured in anyway.  March, 2009 is when I completely surrendered.  I was in so much pain, I was laying in bed with my eyes closed and I thought that if I opened them, I would see smoke coming off my skin.  I fell asleep and I was in this dark void area with flames of smoke and something came behind me and grabbed my arm gently, whispered in my ear and said:  "I want you to move forward and never look back".  The next morning when I woke up my feet were tingling and throughout the course of these past years it has been an ongoing healing and recovery from the feet up.  When my healing reached my chest, it was very severe heart palpitations, chest pain and the docs said i was fine.  Severe anxiety.  When it reached my head I had this dream of a sphere with a line trough the middle, but the line was off a bit.  There was this spirit that took the sphere by its hand and said "dont be afraid of the paradigm shift" and put the sphere in alignment.  As soon as he put it back in alignment, i woke up with i tense dizziness, like i just came off a merrigoround.  These episodes lasted a couple of years.  Everytime I had an episode, I could see things clearer about the universe after it was over.

This I'd just a glimpse of fourty years worth, there's too much to write down.  I've had every experience pertaining to kundalini with the exception of churning of the feet.

Also, the reason why my title is the fifth dimension, is because I can see five dimensions.

What am I?

Anyone is more than welcome to ask questions, I'll most definitely give u an answer.

[Duu]

Hi,
Im a bit puzzled at the choice of the title to your post. Help?
And so on related note, my question to you is what is your purpose in this world?
And what is the meaning of life?

You had a beautiful experience of healing and also hard times where surrender was the only option.
That is very nice. Kundalini can be seen as a cycle of dismemberment and reunification by itself.
But it is sometimes that ego dismemberment or splintering is occurring due to life difficult circumstance. So when one sees commonly Kundalini as path of dismemberment of ego. It is then interesting that some part of path can be almost opposite of it. Active search and reunification and acceptance of a lost, hidden part of us, instead of dismemberment as it is commonly thought of.
It seems to me you are well on your spiritual way. And I encourage you to continue to deepen your attainment and reunify all that is hidden. Until your life is peaceful and stable. Knowledge and insights, without balance, peace and bliss are just like dry straw.
So let us know.

Love,
Duu