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[poentic]

Well hello how is everything? good i hope.
Well i want to know if i am having an awakening.
so i hope you dont mind if i type ouyt my experiences.
Okay here it goes i have been meditating for 6-7 months now simple sitting meditation. I had my strange moments with it. Well one day i got into an immense argument with my mom i felt like i was going to crazy after that i had a very scary moment where everything and everyone seemed fake. the next day i woke up with incredibly bad pain in my around the spine area of my neck and the upper shoulders and then that morning i was meditating and there was like an explosion my lower back started jumping and pushing me up as usual with my meditations but this time it was stronger then ever. sense then there are times when i feel sad and then times where i feel very blissful like right now i feel very good yet ten minutes ago i didnt. I now i have been practicing cathartic meditation and i have felt different but i still every now and then get that feeling like nothing exist like its all in my mind yet i dont really believe it inside. I dont know i been feeling like i need guidance. Ever sense i was a a kid i felt as if i were here to do something and many people tell me the same thing but that confuses me even more just like all these sensations. I havent seen lights or seen visitors or had digestive problems just what i said above. All i need to know is if you believe if i am having an awakening.

Thank you and i would extremly appreciate any answer. I serously need some kind of guidence.
Thank you again

[Mystress]

Yes, I think you are. Practice grounding, and try to spend more time in nature. Blessings...