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Lasagne

  This isnt the place to take ex and spew whatever rambling narrative that comes to mind ok? You take that stuff back to facebook where it belongs. You are flooding my forum with stuff that isnt useful or even the slightest bit popular as it appears you havent generated a single response. Some of your posts had more than 30 views but nobody found it interesting enough to comment on, and most probably wished you had not wasted their time.  Especially those with sincere questions who got strange storytelling from you instead. I deleted a lot of those.

  The purpose of this forum is to openly direct the large amount of email response to the website (which used to all land on me) to a public place where those I have trained can respond to it, and others can benefit.

You are attempting to advise people but you dont know anything, you havent even begun to get your own life together.

  Enlightenment isnt about behaving like a selfish, irresponsible child. What are you going to do with yourself? Sponge off your parents forever? Now you have terrified them with the stupid suicide attempt I am sure they will put up with anything but there is nothing compassionate or sacred about that kind of emotional blackmail. Its extremely thoughtless, cruel and self centered to do that to the ones who probably love you most in the world... over what? a few clothes and some baseball cards?

  Enlightened people have a reverence for life, you talk all new age activist but you have already demonstrated you dont even have reverence for your own life, pr your parents feelings... willing to throw it away over nothing. Suicide of a child is every parents worst nightmare, they never get over it, they would grieve for you always, totally wreck their lives.

  The euphoric feelings you get from ex, are not love. Sure people on it want to hug everybody and they are so friendly but its skin deep, an illusion. Actions speak louder than words and they do thoughtless, heartless things in pursuit of their own high and pleasure. Like you are doing. Sound familair?

  If pot and acid was a magic ticket to enlightenment then millions of hippies from the 60s would all be walking around buddhas eh? They are not, they had to cut their hair and get a job. You will too.

   You are not a shaman, you are a lonely kid taking too many drugs, looking for attention. Its escapism into faerieland, not enlightenment.  This isnt an entheogen forum. Yes cannibus is an ancient and sacred herb and it would be good if it were legalized, but it isnt legal in most places and you DO NOT encourage people to do illegal things on my guestbook!

  This isnt the place for "sit on your ass " type facebook token activism either. I am quite familar with the type of people who think joining a facebook poll and passing posters around is going to change the world. "Sign this petition to stop the abuse of women in Iraq."  Guess what the Iraquis dont give a damn about that petition, they are too busy trying not to get blown up or starve to death and think you are all infidels with too much time on your hands who like to meddle. That sort of "activism" like you are spewing on my website does nothing but feed your ego.

  If you want to help the world.. that's great, its a good sentiment... now get your mind clean and your hands dirty. Do some volunteer work, feed the hungry in a soup kitchen, join the peace corps and go dig wells for fresh water in Africa. Make good use of the body Goddess gave you. Show the Goddess you appreciate the gift of life by making something of it, being useful in the world. If you cannot do that then go back to school, get an education because the world doesnt need more dumbasses sitting around. Go become an environmental biologist then you can really help.

  This thread is for you. I moved all the 14 threads you started in the past few days onto it, and you can add to it... Dont start any more new topics or I bounce you. Do not respond to peoples questions, its disrespectful to respond to peoples trouble with rambling fairy tales. I dont want to toss you, I kind of like you actually.. I like rave kids... some of your stories are funny but this isnt the place for them. You cannot flood my forum like this or you will be booted ok? Thanks. 

[lasagna]

Eh, what can I say? *is a witch*  

[lasagna]

Planetary healing

we slowly realized the amanitas were a kind of commmunity throne, they were
in actuality the round table of legend, where all sit equally natures
way of bringing all into  the divine awareness and eventually
revealing the way to cultivate it within themselves, and always have
it. The slugs sat on it as we sat in the area where they grew, near a
poplar
the stories of the sages hidden reclusive in the mountains, seeking
the tao, seemed reminiscent of the mushrooms, able to transmit the
mystical experience wordlessly, and universal teachings, able to rise
again, and psychically commune, through energetic vibrations and aura,
just as the trees speak to one another.
Seeming to be one, but part of a much larger unseen whole.
the root of the astral planes yet so transformed, the shamans to us,
who are shaman,
all the woods knows of the mushrooms, the deer know, the bugs know,
the cricket fairies indeed, bees and the beetles. Wise ones, liberating
ones, truly unattached. we had always lived with the mushrooms, they
had healed us and taught us the way of infinity, sometimes we go
astray but the revolution  happens in silence, the cycles, the
energies, its all a process, the entire universe, is a divine
function, all awareness is one, our individuality is like the mushroom
which sprouts from the mycelium, from the compassion of the roots, the
life within death, the mystical true knowing of awareness, of divine
reality, to which our entire society is only a distraction. Grounds us
in that, and shows us the wisdom of enjoying and not taking things too
seriously, yet living, shows us how to live with our dreams, what the
ancients and tribal peoples knew, and the animals and plants do, our
dreams connect us to the life stream and so we can create our own
lives and life in happiness and joy and passion, we only need
lucidity. all the religions teach this lucidity, as they produce the
final unified vision, and the soul is liberated, and from the lucidity
new teachings and religions are created. there is no physical set
track for any of it, yet it follows a subconscious map, it is the
lifestream, of life, of the wisdom of true faith and true dreams, and
the reality of the purity of all things. Everything is divine,
blessed, sacred, everything is the love, neither burdening with
definite existence or nonexistence simply as it may be, egoless, and
so riding the waves of cosmic love.
everything in our life, can be made into this, we see how much we have
missed, how much is constantly available to us, and regenerating, what
is the true point, the real center. Zen is the journey of a spirit
among moment to moment reincarnation, seeking out others to learn
from, taking the shamanic journey into the realm of the mushroom, the
realm of the fairies, rainbow realm of the directionless center,
Wanti. Cultivate the mushroom, as you would cultivate the insight into
the meaning of all things, as you would cultivate loving kindness, as
you would heal the earth, and turn death to life, thus freeing
yourself from bounds, and finding the true meaning of anarchy, in
fearlessness, and in wisdom which produce eternal love for everything,
a love so deep nothing can ever go wrong, a love to which all of this
is merely a game, and a love which can be infinitely spread. None of
it is hidden, but it is alive of its own, not always appearing in the
most obvious way, but in the way that is best for every individual, as
we overcome the obstacles,upon our quests and reach higher and higher
maturity of virtue, these infinite worlds, become more and more a
reality, its just a matter of finding stillness at your center,
wordless stillness, more and more you realize that is your home that
is the truth. It grows and expands, life goes on but it realizes, the
stillness is real, it is the source of all things. and so all things
become possible, because stories do not limit, false logic what
happens can happen, and all of it, all of it is the doing of sulos.
mushrooms, the sacred plants, the  places within ourselves which they
resonate with are ultimately literally ARE, are sutras, all things are
sutras, like the prism which turns the light into the rainbow, and all
the rainbows, into the oneness beyond the realm of senses. turns the
ancient into the new, and the new into the timeless.

The sacred plants were not fighting eachother, but actually helping
awareness being born, creating all the samskara of the universe, with
as little suffering as possible and the most joy, they unbinded the
ignorance which caused division, and alienation among the peoples,
their divine love rang out and healed all things, they are the
manifestations of the Angels of this universe, hidden celestial
processes, working upon all of us, not only through those specific
plants, because there its like a trail that every being is a part of,
that makes up the circle of life. If you meditate upon then and work
with the, the spirits of your subconscious will come to you and
symbolically guide you, they are the shamans, they appear as beings in
this world and forces in ourselves, they are the guardians of
existence.

its all one great dream, now that we've all come together, in wisdom,
we know what to do, we are ready to dance, we let go and live, and
nature grows, we all fulfill our divine purpose



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