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[Da Zues Mon]

ive found that the ultimate "sacrifice" that i could make is the dissolving of my ego. though, to thrive in what im surrounded by, the ego is a very essential tool.as much as i wanna throw it in the closet, i find myself gettin worried and afraid, and when i feel the pain, i take him out again. but there's no way to silence whats in my heart even though the voice is sometimes dim.when ego takes his action,  i always find myself being judgemental towards myself and it brings me down.maybe i should accept that part of me with compassion and bring it to light? maybe, instead of the ego being totally in the driver's seat, my soul should be in the driver's seat using the ego as an engine. but at what cost?...

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Ive found that the ultimate "sacrifice" that i could make is the dissolving of my ego. though, to thrive in what im surrounded by, the ego is a very essential tool.as much as i wanna throw it in the closet, i find myself gettin worried and afraid, and when i feel the pain, i take him out again. but there's no way to silence whats in my heart even though the voice is sometimes dim.when ego takes his action,  i always find myself being judgemental towards myself and it brings me down.maybe i should accept that part of me with compassion and bring it to light? maybe, instead of the ego being totally in the driver's seat, my soul should be in the driver's seat using the ego as an engine. but at what cost?...

I wouldn't call it a sacrifice but a gain. I understand what you mean but not having an ego doesn't mean you have to be perfectly nice and not care about yourself. If anything you will be able to see clearly what is good for you.

If you are truly happy living with the ego in control keep it. If not take control youreself.

Its a big step but if you feel like taking it do it!

[Mystress]

  The way out of fear is to learn to get grounded and stay grounded. Then you can learn to surrender the fear, turn it over to your soul to sort out.

  Be gentle with yourself. Your soul does not judge you, only your ego does that.  This site has all the information you need about how to ground yourself and surrender your karma. Fear is a choice.

   Blessings...

[geert]

Would you let yourself be tortured, and killed, without resisting, for people you don't know. Jesus did.

[Mystress]

Would you let yourself be tortured, and killed, without resisting, for people you don't know. Jesus did.

  umm.. what is your point?