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[angelprayer]

Hello there,
I'm a great fan of your site Mystress Angelique - thankyou so much. I just wondered if anyone could offer some thoughts/guidance on the issue of fire in the body. It feels as if my chest is burning up. Sometimes I get a little bit of this, but for the past day or two it has been increasingly noticable. Behind this is a state of peace and acceptance, but I feel a little bit as if I am melting in a sauna I would like to know how to switch off or control a bit. Any advice on maximising the benefits of the process would be appreciated. Yours sincerely, R.

[Mystress]

Sometimes the hot red snake gets ahead of the cool blue snake and you get a lot of heat. It is just karma burning off, a good thing; but when it gets too much, meditate on icebergs, cool mountain streams, wear blue clothes, etc... to feed the blue K snake and balance yourself.

Here are some great iceberg photos, meditating on them will cool you down.

http://weathersavvy.com/iceberg.jpg
http://www.tobinphoto.com/images/photos/iceberg.jpg
http://artfiles.art.com/images/-/Steve-Bloom/Penguins-Diving-Off-Iceberg-Print-C10096611.jpeg
http://www.math.psu.edu/jech/pictures/Alaska/iceberg.jpg
http://www.brosha.com/?cat=6

 Glad you enjoy the site. Blessings!

[angelprayer]

Thanks, I didn't know there were two elements to it, but it makes sense. I'm beginning to benefit from the hot stage. After it cleared...my body felt noticably more clear, especially in the chest and I'm beginning to pay attention to empathy and karma yoga. I'm having some problems. The feeling of anxiety over dissolved boundaries subsided. But I had a long car journey with someone who is in a real state, emotionally speaking...alcoholism, debt, depression, obesity, resentment...the list goes on. At one point I noticed a very "dirty" sensation coming to the surface across my whole abdomen. It occurred to me immediately that this was empathy possibly due to the fact we were talking about his problems the whole way. I know I can't be responsible for his well-being but I tried to deal with his company as best as I could.

I also felt this immense dirtiness in my throat, just below, actually, in the self-image centre. This I had felt before, when in someone else's car. It is a different feeling to normal emotions, as far as I can tell. On both occasions I felt it was an awareness of something otherise hidden. I have experienced sudden rising of unconscious content and never felt it was external in origin even if it was terrorfying or unpleasant.

In any case, when I went jogging today I started to "throw it up"...and I prayed again and again for the solar plexus "bile" to be lifted. But unfortunately, I don't think this is going away...at least I'm having a very hard time feeling truely lifted of it.

Because of the nature of the problem I don't really know where to get a third party, or how that works exactly - as I wouldn't want to harm anyone else. So I'm writing here, which I hope you do not mind.

I hoped that you would help/understand. I am optimistic, and know anything's possible. In a sense because I know I am merely "stuck" with the problems, sitting in my body, I can tolerate it to a large extent without feeling it will stop me from interacting properly with others. But it is unpleasant, the same as it would be unpleasant to wear underpants for three days running, or not brush my teeth.

I need to find ways of not taking responsibility. It is an ingrained habit.

Strangely, I find myself inclined to speak a little like my friend also...making excuses and flimsey justifications in a bid to brush things off instead of taking responsibility.

I never actually noticed this before, but I see it very clearly now.

The psychological effects of the rubbish in the throat is destracting me quite a bit as my throat is usually my pride and joy...the chakra which I used to help transorm the others.

[Mystress]

Hello:


 I'm not really seeing anything here that isn't covered by an essay on the website.  Stuff usually only stays stuck, if it is stuck on a resonant issue within you, so turn inward.

 So, you had pride in your throat chakra, and then it got smeared... and you are suprised? Try humility... most everybody has throat stuff, because people don't say what is on their mind... and sometimes that is a good thing! LOL  

  Blessings...

[angelprayer]

Yeah, I eventually realised that something of it had to be related to my flaws.

The stomach has improved, but the throat is still really bad. I have issues there, mainly in the self-image centre.

The throat chakra is also enlarged -- probably due to speaking my mind too much as you say. I wish I could control my energies better, I feel quite out of control of it.