Signs and symptoms of Awakened Kundalini
By El Collie, 1995. Our gratitude to the author for her permission to offer you this article, originally from the Shared Transformation newsletter and website, elcollie.com.
- Many individuals whose Kundalini has been unexpectedly unleashed
DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING, and the prevailing social ignorance about
this multidimensional transformative process makes it hard to find medical
or alternative health practitioners or spiritual advisors who recognize
the symptoms, particularly when they are strongly physical. Many people
know that the risen Kundalini flings open gates to all sorts of mystical,
paranormal and magical vistas but few realize it can also dramatically
impact the body. A large percentage of Shared Transformation subscribers
have reported long bouts of strange illness as well as radical mental,
emotional, interpersonal, psychic, spiritual and lifestyle changes. Over
and again we hear stories of frustrating, sometimes desperate visits to
doctors, healers, counselors, etc. who neither understood nor were able
to help with the myriad pains and problems catalyzed by raging Kundalini.
The following are common manifestations of the risen Kundalini:
- Muscle twitches, cramps or spasms.
- Energy rushes or immense electricity circulating the body
- Itching, vibrating, prickling, tingling, stinging or crawling sensations
- Involuntary bodily movements (occur more often during meditation, rest
or sleep): jerking, tremors, shaking; feeling an inner force pushing one
into postures or moving one's body in unusual ways. (May be misdiagnosed
as epilepsy, restless legs syndrome, or PLMD
- Alterations in eating and sleeping patterns
- Episodes of extreme hyperactivity or, conversely, overwhelming fatigue
- Intensified or diminished sexual desires
- Headaches, pressures within the skull
- Racing heartbeat, pains in the chest
- Digestive system problems
- Numbness or pain in the limbs (particularly the left foot and leg)
- Pains and blockages anywhere; often in the back and neck
- Emotional outbursts; rapid mood shifts; seemingly unprovoked or excessive
episodes of grief, fear, rage, depression
- Spontaneous vocalizations (including laughing and weeping) -- are as
unintentional and uncontrollable as hiccoughs
- Hearing an inner sound or sounds, classically described as a flute,
drum, waterfall, birds singing, bees buzzing but which may also sound like
roaring, whooshing, or thunderous noises or like ringing in the ears.
- Mental confusion; difficulty concentrating
- Altered states of consciousness: heightened awareness; spontaneous
trance states; mystical experiences (if the individual's prior belief system
is too threatened by these, they can lead to bouts of psychosis or self-grandiosity)
- Heat, strange activity, and/or blissful sensations in the head, particularly
in the crown area.
- Ecstasy, bliss and intervals of tremendous joy, love, peace and compassion
- Psychic experiences: extrasensory perception; out-of-body experiences;
pastlife memories; astral travel; direct awareness of auras and chakras;
contact with spirit guides through inner voices, dreams or visions; healing
powers
- Increased creativity: new interests in self-expression and spiritual
communication through music, art, poetry, etc.
- Intensified understanding and sensitivity: insight into one's own essence;
deeper understanding of spiritual truths; exquisite awareness of one's
environment (including "vibes" from others)
- Enlightenment experiences: direct Knowing of a more expansive reality;
transcendent awareness
Some people have told us they find the concept of "Kundalini"
foreign and prefer to simply call this their "awakening," which
is fine with us. But for most who contact us, the Kundalini explanation
provides an important framework with which to accept and work with their
experiences. We each have a unique way of interpreting, honoring and describing
our spiritual wisdom. I do not believe there is only one right way to know
or express the truth. Far more important, I believe, is to have an open
heart and to be faithful to our own path, wherever it may lead.
We have also been asked why we do not put more emphasis on union with
the Divine and God-realization, which are very much central to spiritual
awakening. Since everyone experiences and interprets their mystical experiences
differently and very personally, to make sure no one will feel excluded,
we just speak of "awakening consciousness" or "transcendent
states" on the ST Web pages. In our Shared Transformation newsletter,
individuals with variant religious beliefs are welcome to (and DO) tell
about their experiences of this sort. Some speak of God, Christ, Goddess,
the Holy One, Spirit, or simply a magnificent Whole in which we all partake.
Also, for some people, profound spiritual realizations do not occur
until months or years after the other signs and symptoms. Individuals who
are having experiences of an obvious spiritual nature are usually more
able to integrate and benefit from the process, regardless of how they
may label it. But those who experience what seems to be illness or weird
psychic phenomena often are very alarmed until they understand that they
are not sick or crazy. And even the enlightening and beautiful experiences
can be so powerful that people doubt their sanity. This is why the information
and validation we offer in the ST newsletters and the opportunity to exchange
insights with others through Shared Transformation's Friends
Online (long gone from AOL) and the Kundalini
Mailing List is so valuable.
Note: El passed away on Apr 17, 2002, and Shared Transformation ceased being published some years before. Her husband maintained the www.elcollie.com Shared Transformation website for some time after. It has also disappeared but you can find an archive of her writing on Wordpress. including her original kundalini-signs-and-symptoms.
El Collie was the first, to share online about Kundalini and she was a dear friend and early supporter of my work. Her suicide came as a shock to everyone, she suffered chronic pain.
The memorial tribute I wrote for her is on the kundalini-gateway.org, where you can also find the K-list copy of Signs and Symptoms, published in 1996 with her blessing.